Letter to Gerard Butler

Open letter from Jane to Gerard Butler
“Ps: grazie di tutto Gerard Butler”

5 June 2017,

Good morning Mr Butler



I "know" you for so long, I know the actor G B and as a thousand other people I admire your talent, your Scottish charm .... but, that's not what I want to tell you with this letter. What I want to say and another, a year ago my life and changed, because of a non-existent health system I lost my mother .. and with her that day also died a part of me ... they say that the pain passes , That time and the best medicine for everything ... I can say aloud that this is not like today, like a year ago the pain itself and time did not heal the wound of my heart .... for me That year was difficult, unbearable, I became clumsy, cold like ice, I laughed and I did not talk to anyone ... darkness, pain and anger ... for months and months ... From the gentle, kind and sunny person There was nothing left .. Relatives and friends did not recognize me anymore ... I avoided and refused every one of them ... maybe I also injured many of them with my behavior and words ... One night closed in my room I do not know why the PC It caught my attention .... initially just stared at it, but a moment later as if someone pushed me to the appliance I decided To turn it on, I did not look for anything precise ... maybe I wanted to find out what was happening around me ... or maybe destiny wanted me to find something I did not know existed ... I do not know why I typed the "You tube" Certainly listening to music was the last of my thoughts right now ........ the first thing I saw was the title of a video ... I did not know it, the girl's smiling face attracted my attention ... after a few minutes I was looking for the full movie.
Ps: I love You ........ started looking at you minute after minute you with your voice, smile and endless Scottish charm re-lighting the light ..... your way to talk, smile ... I tried to understand the meaning of every word you said about every action you did to your beloved wife ..... Give meaning to life when you think that a sense no longer exists ..... When the film is fine I'm looking at your face .... I do not know what force you have but you've been the only person able to get you back to life, go ahead, you made me understand that my mom is not He wants to do so would suffer if I continued to go off, he would say that he will always be with me despite everything .... tomorrow I started talking to my family again, smiling even if very rarely .... What no one I loved and knew me he could do for me, you managed to do in a few hours ... I do not know if I ever read my letters and I know I can not tell you in person but I want to let you know that you are special to me ... I would like to be able to hug you and thank you ... I would like to tell you never to be what you are .. A man full of positivism, Sweetness and infinite desire to give the world all of it


Ps: A hug, Jane. :) .

Author: Jane